Friday, March 2, 2012

What is Love?

Love always seems to be the topic of a song or even a poem.But to me most of the time we use it the wrong way.Little kids always say I love cake,or  I love my mom.Now don’t get me wrong I love cake but not to where I want to be with it every second of the day.Then you get to middle school and they say I love my boyfriend two days into the so called relationship. Next we move to high school were they start to get more serious like saying I love you two week into the relationship instead of two days. But when you love someone are you suppose to always want to be with them or do you want your space?

  My mom always told me you don’t know what love is till you have it.Well what if you think you know what love means does that mean you fell in love? The topic of love is so confusing to me .I mean I have so  many questions but it seems like nobody can answer them. Some adults will try to explain but it always gets confusing three words into them explaining.

   Is there a certain age before you can fall in love? You always see the movie where the lonely twenty five years old finds the love of her life. But what about us kids why can’t we fall in love?Some people say we are to immature but I am a fourteen years old and I think I’m wiser than some thirty years old. Not meaning to be rude. To me I think you can fall in love at any age if your heart is ready for it. But some people just say that’s fairytale talk.

   How do you know you are in love? When you fall in love will you automatically know ,or will it take time?  It’s like love at first sight. I don’t know if I believe in that crap.I mean they say it was love at first sight but I think people just want to say that cause at every wedding I go they seem to say it was love at first sight. So does everybody fall in love at first sight?!? Confusing I know just some things you can’t answer  I guess. I think it will take time but not a long time I’m sorry if I’m a party pooper for that but I would like to get to know a person before I say I’m in love with them.

    All these questions confuse me and people say just wait till you are in love then you will know what it means. But I don’t know if I want  to wait that long. So I guess I will have to wait or fall in love pretty soon. But I don’t know if I want to rush into anything so I guess I will just wait till I fall in love.

    

Thursday, February 23, 2012

ELA showcase

This is an assignment we had to do in class. My top three favorite blogs that I have wrote are The hunger games project, Christmas at Nannys,My Love <3 . I like all these cause in each one I use a different technique. My best example of creativity is the hunger games just because it took alot of thought,process and editing.Evidence that I have grown as a writer My love because I never knew I could do a poem let alone make it a song.Proof that I am a learner is My Scary time because I learned how to keep a story going so people will want to read it.

Me Singing My Love

Untitled from Steve Fulton on Vimeo.

Thursday, February 16, 2012

My Love

Blonde hair and blue eyes
So cute makes me wanna die
Sweeter than sugar
More loving than ever
That’s my guy
when I see him my heart just sinks
So good I don’t even want to blink
When you smile I can’t think straight
With you there is nothing that I can hate
It’s so easy to go from friend to crush
But it seems just like a rush
Will you betrayed me or
Will you stay with me                                             
I love you can’t you see
How much you really mean
is so amazing
my hearts is racing.                                                                                                                                So perfect now                                                                                                                                    You're totally worth it.                                                                                                                            You make me weak
To where I can’t speak
You were sent from above
Cause your my  love

Thursday, February 2, 2012

My Scary Time

This starts out way back even before I was born.My mom was pregnant with me and she went to have an ultra sound. Well they found out I had cancer in my moms womb.My mom was terrified. So when my mom had me there was a lot of cancer specialist and  nurses  in the room.Only my dad could be in there with my mom but had to stay back and couldn’t really be there by my mom. Right when my mom got me the doctors took me away. My mom said I had to stay in the hospital longer than her.

     Later they found out for some reason the cancer just went away. Nobody knew how or why. It just  happened. The nurses said I was kissed by an angel because my birth mark is in a shape of a heart right on top of where they thought the cancer was.

     Years went by. I was healthy,  no sign of the cancer. Then one day when I was seven I lost my appetite.Then my mom finally made me eat something but for some reason I was hungry that whole entire day.A week went by and it was the same thing. My mom took me to the doctor to find out what was wrong.
  
     They made me go to the hospital. I had to have an ultra sound. I was only seven so I was really scared. I took a bunch of test and they asked me a lot of questions. It felt like forever to get the results back. Then finally they called my mom and told my mom that my cancer was back. I was so scared I barely even knew what the word meant. I had to do some more test. I was at the doctor almost everyday.When we would get home me and my mom would just sit by  the phone and wait for a call when it would ring we would run to it. But it was never the doctor unless they were calling to tell me I have to come in again tomorrow. I think it was a month of non stop doctors. My mom dropped everything to be with me.It was so scary imagine having a disease and you didn’t know what it meant. Finally I got good news. It was just a false alarm.
Since that day I have been thankful for what I have and what I don’t have.

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Christmas at Nanny's

   My christmas is not like a regular christmas. First you think jackets,cold,snow and the fireplace. But not at my grandmas. I call her Nanny.I was born in Florida like down south Florida. When Christmas comes it's still in the 80's and beautiful.
    We have a ten hour ride to my Nanny's. So we get bored me and my two sisters Katelyn and Jenna had to play games like 24 questions.When  I was little I would always complain about how uncomfortable I was but I always had a better seat Katelyn and Jenna.
     We would always stop at this fast food place that isnt in North Carolina but my sister Katelyn loves that place. They had mini burgers and mini chicken sandwiches they were amazing!! It was called Krystal burgers.
          When we finally  got there it would be late  at night and my cousin and grandpa would always be asleep but Nanny would alway be wide awake drinking her coffee waiting on us.
     But when you first get out of the car the Florida air sufficates you and in an instant you feel your at the beach.I love the salty air because it reminds me of my home in Florida. The breeze and the salty air blowing through my hair is the best feeling ever.
     After we get the luggage out of the car me and my sisters would all have the kids room and my mom and dad would have the room in the way back. We never sleep at a hotel.
     The next day we would all sleep late. Well besides my grandpa pappy he would always go to the boat yard and work on his boat. He wouldn't come till 5.
       When we finally woke up we would just usually hang out  and get back to know each other.We always would sit and have cereal all the kids on the round table it was dead silent when we ate.
   The rest of the time we were always busy either going to a family members house or going to the beach.
    There was one time I remember when we would go to my aunt Carlene's house and just play in the pool all day long.
      Finally when  we get to christmas eve we would open pajamas. Then we wake up real early and start opening presents. One time my cousin was so bad he got light switches in his stocking. Everyone laughed well except him.
      When we had to say goodbye are grandma would always have a big bag of snacks and a cooler full of drinks.In the car everyone slept except for my dad.But my dad would wake us up at Jacksonville to see the beautiful bridge. When we got home we wouldn't unpack till the next day.