All Alone

I’m all alone i’m trying to come home

All of my tears were meant for you

Where have you all gone

Cause I am not strong

Where is the love I gave to you

Well, you say you don’t remember

what we could be

It’s even easy to say that you’ll never be with me

You take my heart then you blow it

And pour it right down the drain

I know i’ll say it again

But all of my life has been changed

It is never the same

You took it away

you cant feel my pain

still going insane

It gets harder each day

But nothing will make me fade away

Chorus

.                                            If being with you will be missed

i will runway runway from this

All those lies were full myths

One more stupid lie then I will cry

You took my life then you threw

threw it all away

                                                      I gave all my love to you.                                                                                                             But I geuss you didn't want to stay

                                                       I knew I say it again
                                          but all of my life has been changed

                                                     It is never the same
                                                        you took it away
                                                    you cant feel my pain
                                                       still going insane
                                                  it gets harder each day
                                       but nothing will make me fade away

                                                          Chorus

                                                   I'm all alone now

Bad choices

  The sound of breaking glass filled my ears. I couldn’t move. I heard Snoop’s car  driving off in the distance. The road had sharp glass everywhere sticking in my arms. Cars were passing by and no one stopped. “Is this where I die on a cold asphalt road all alone ?” I thought. Then my mind went cold.

A Few  hours earlier....

 “Time for business.” Snoop said as I pulled into his driveway. I was hoping for the best but I was still shaking.

  “Hey yo Snoop look what the cat drug in.” Someone  snickered. I wanted to just punch that guy in the mouth but I had to stay calm. “What’s up Snoop?” I said trying to start the best conversation I can.

  “ Nothin much man nothin much.”  I knew he was prepared to do anything to get what he wants.

  “ Listen I need my money,” I said calmly  All of the sudden Snoop’s face got stone cold. It gave me goosebumps.

 “Then where is my d**** grill?!? Cause I sure as heck don’t got one?” He said starting to yell.

 “I made you two but they never fit cause yo’  teeth aint straight!” I said as my  voice seemed to get louder.

 “Well I will pay you when you make a grill to fit my F***** mouth!” Now he was screaming. I knew this was getting serious. My hands  were getting sweaty  but I knew I could still beat the crap out of him. He came toward me my hands were swinging hitting the mark each time. I knew I had to leave or his buddies would get in on this. I started running to my car.

 “ Man this is bulls***!” I yelled as I got into my car.

  My tires skidded out of the driveway. I saw them getting into their car. I sped off and their car got smaller and smaller the faster I drove. The whole time I was looking for them my heart was racing. I was about to pull into my road but then I saw them. Clear as day. I kept going hoping they wouldn’t turn onto my street and try to hurt my family. But they didn’t they were coming straight for me.
  
   My tires screeched and and skidded around the turns. The road felt like ice. I couldn’t control my car. I could see their faces now. I was sweating and the steering wheel felt like butter. I prayed a quick prayer and hoped for the best.

 “BAM!” My car went sliding across the intersection like an ice skater  on ice. Then It rolled I flew out of the window rolling to a stop. I could hear glass falling like rain. I could hear Snoop’s car racing off in a distance. I felt nothing no pain at all. Then it went blank. I opened up my eyes to see people around me I was so confused.I started to punch and yell. “Get off me!” I said tiredly but loud. Then I fell to the ground my mind went blank and cold.


  





  

  

Hunger Games Movie(:

I went and watched the Hunger Games Movie. It was amazing! I loved the first part! I think in the beginning they did a great job of taking out parts that were in the book. But then I got really disappointed because Madge wasn't in the first movie. It disappointed me to not see her give the pin to Katniss. Then when I first met Rue I was so happy! She did a great job acting like the character of the book. Some people say that it should have been a white girl but I think she was perfect for the roll. I would give her a 5 out of 5 for her acting. I was disappointed when Peeta and Katniss weren't as romantic as in the book. For the movie in all I would give it 4 out of 5. It was thrilling and exciting! Romantic and action in one! It was really good. The end kinda disappointed me with the dogs because I wanted to see how they made the characters  look like dogs. But the end was really cool with how they made the dogs. The end was cool and made me want to see the next one.

Spring Break 2012

This spring break I am going on a surprise vacation. It's not a surprise anymore because my dad accidentally  told me. But to my mom it's still a surprise. So I am suppose to act like I am doing nothing this week and my dad said to act mad. So I am happy that I get to act mad and not get in trouble. I still don't know where we are going. We could go to the cabin in  the mountains but that would be boring. Maybe we would go to the beach I want to go to the beach so bad! I was born in Florida right by the beach so I love the beach. But my mom really doesn't. So I don't  know where we will go. I really hope it's the beach.

The House of Scorpion week one

I have been reading this for over a week right now and at first I didn't want to read the book when I got it bcause the summary sounded good but not the beginning of it. It is really good. There is this really mean lady that hates this boy. Her name is Rosa. She is so mean and I wish I could just slap her so hard! But this book is really great and I would suggest this for anybody.

Goodbye

Here’s the part of the story where everyone is depressed
the part that this relationship is dreading
But it’s time to say goodbye

Chorus:
I don’t wanna say goodbye
I don’t wanna leave this behind
All the memories we had are going away
I really thought you were mine
I thought you were here to stay
But right now all I can say...

I don’t wanna lose what we had
I can’t leave it behind
we had so much now it’s going away
and all I can say is goodbye

Chorus

I have to say goodbye
I have to leave this behind
All the memories we had are fading away
But now you’re not mine
and all I want to say
Is goodbye

Nature

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What is Love?

Love always seems to be the topic of a song or even a poem.But to me most of the time we use it the wrong way.Little kids always say I love cake,or  I love my mom.Now don’t get me wrong I love cake but not to where I want to be with it every second of the day.Then you get to middle school and they say I love my boyfriend two days into the so called relationship. Next we move to high school were they start to get more serious like saying I love you two week into the relationship instead of two days. But when you love someone are you suppose to always want to be with them or do you want your space?

  My mom always told me you don’t know what love is till you have it.Well what if you think you know what love means does that mean you fell in love? The topic of love is so confusing to me .I mean I have so  many questions but it seems like nobody can answer them. Some adults will try to explain but it always gets confusing three words into them explaining.

   Is there a certain age before you can fall in love? You always see the movie where the lonely twenty five years old finds the love of her life. But what about us kids why can’t we fall in love?Some people say we are to immature but I am a fourteen years old and I think I’m wiser than some thirty years old. Not meaning to be rude. To me I think you can fall in love at any age if your heart is ready for it. But some people just say that’s fairytale talk.

   How do you know you are in love? When you fall in love will you automatically know ,or will it take time?  It’s like love at first sight. I don’t know if I believe in that crap.I mean they say it was love at first sight but I think people just want to say that cause at every wedding I go they seem to say it was love at first sight. So does everybody fall in love at first sight?!? Confusing I know just some things you can’t answer  I guess. I think it will take time but not a long time I’m sorry if I’m a party pooper for that but I would like to get to know a person before I say I’m in love with them.

    All these questions confuse me and people say just wait till you are in love then you will know what it means. But I don’t know if I want  to wait that long. So I guess I will have to wait or fall in love pretty soon. But I don’t know if I want to rush into anything so I guess I will just wait till I fall in love.

    

ELA showcase

This is an assignment we had to do in class. My top three favorite blogs that I have wrote are The hunger games project, Christmas at Nannys,My Love <3 . I like all these cause in each one I use a different technique. My best example of creativity is the hunger games just because it took alot of thought,process and editing.Evidence that I have grown as a writer My love because I never knew I could do a poem let alone make it a song.Proof that I am a learner is My Scary time because I learned how to keep a story going so people will want to read it.

Me Singing My Love

Untitled from Steve Fulton on Vimeo.

My Love

Blonde hair and blue eyes
So cute makes me wanna die
Sweeter than sugar
More loving than ever
That’s my guy
when I see him my heart just sinks
So good I don’t even want to blink
When you smile I can’t think straight
With you there is nothing that I can hate
It’s so easy to go from friend to crush
But it seems just like a rush
Will you betrayed me or
Will you stay with me                                             
I love you can’t you see
How much you really mean
is so amazing
my hearts is racing.                                                                                                                                So perfect now                                                                                                                                    You're totally worth it.                                                                                                                            You make me weak
To where I can’t speak
You were sent from above
Cause your my  love

My Scary Time

This starts out way back even before I was born.My mom was pregnant with me and she went to have an ultra sound. Well they found out I had cancer in my moms womb.My mom was terrified. So when my mom had me there was a lot of cancer specialist and  nurses  in the room.Only my dad could be in there with my mom but had to stay back and couldn’t really be there by my mom. Right when my mom got me the doctors took me away. My mom said I had to stay in the hospital longer than her.

     Later they found out for some reason the cancer just went away. Nobody knew how or why. It just  happened. The nurses said I was kissed by an angel because my birth mark is in a shape of a heart right on top of where they thought the cancer was.

     Years went by. I was healthy,  no sign of the cancer. Then one day when I was seven I lost my appetite.Then my mom finally made me eat something but for some reason I was hungry that whole entire day.A week went by and it was the same thing. My mom took me to the doctor to find out what was wrong.
  
     They made me go to the hospital. I had to have an ultra sound. I was only seven so I was really scared. I took a bunch of test and they asked me a lot of questions. It felt like forever to get the results back. Then finally they called my mom and told my mom that my cancer was back. I was so scared I barely even knew what the word meant. I had to do some more test. I was at the doctor almost everyday.When we would get home me and my mom would just sit by  the phone and wait for a call when it would ring we would run to it. But it was never the doctor unless they were calling to tell me I have to come in again tomorrow. I think it was a month of non stop doctors. My mom dropped everything to be with me.It was so scary imagine having a disease and you didn’t know what it meant. Finally I got good news. It was just a false alarm.
Since that day I have been thankful for what I have and what I don’t have.

Christmas at Nanny's

   My christmas is not like a regular christmas. First you think jackets,cold,snow and the fireplace. But not at my grandmas. I call her Nanny.I was born in Florida like down south Florida. When Christmas comes it's still in the 80's and beautiful.
    We have a ten hour ride to my Nanny's. So we get bored me and my two sisters Katelyn and Jenna had to play games like 24 questions.When  I was little I would always complain about how uncomfortable I was but I always had a better seat Katelyn and Jenna.
     We would always stop at this fast food place that isnt in North Carolina but my sister Katelyn loves that place. They had mini burgers and mini chicken sandwiches they were amazing!! It was called Krystal burgers.
          When we finally  got there it would be late  at night and my cousin and grandpa would always be asleep but Nanny would alway be wide awake drinking her coffee waiting on us.
     But when you first get out of the car the Florida air sufficates you and in an instant you feel your at the beach.I love the salty air because it reminds me of my home in Florida. The breeze and the salty air blowing through my hair is the best feeling ever.
     After we get the luggage out of the car me and my sisters would all have the kids room and my mom and dad would have the room in the way back. We never sleep at a hotel.
     The next day we would all sleep late. Well besides my grandpa pappy he would always go to the boat yard and work on his boat. He wouldn't come till 5.
       When we finally woke up we would just usually hang out  and get back to know each other.We always would sit and have cereal all the kids on the round table it was dead silent when we ate.
   The rest of the time we were always busy either going to a family members house or going to the beach.
    There was one time I remember when we would go to my aunt Carlene's house and just play in the pool all day long.
      Finally when  we get to christmas eve we would open pajamas. Then we wake up real early and start opening presents. One time my cousin was so bad he got light switches in his stocking. Everyone laughed well except him.
      When we had to say goodbye are grandma would always have a big bag of snacks and a cooler full of drinks.In the car everyone slept except for my dad.But my dad would wake us up at Jacksonville to see the beautiful bridge. When we got home we wouldn't unpack till the next day.